Slowly passing through my neck.
Gets faster.
Now into my head.
Hands shiver.
Spine hurts.
Nervousness, fear, scared that something bad might happen.
Something precious I might lose,
Someone I might lose.
Something I cannot undo once done.
Something that I am doing now I will never be able to do it again.
This crazy feeling sweeps through every corner of my head giving me shivers all through the body, come out in the form of tiny droplets through my eyes.
Lean down, catch my hair, lump in my throat, tears running through my face, silent air, fastened breath, able to hear myself scream and the next second I see I hit something on the floor.
Able to hear my own breath, I get more scared, my heart beats more faster and I start to cry again.
I close my eyes, everything is dark, I say myself, this is where I belong.
Thoughts running all over my head, you deserve what you get.
Scared to show anybody else the real me, I smile again,open my eyes,let the bright light pierce my eyes and let all the thoughts running in my head die.
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