You

 Guilty, 

Songs, places, jogging down the memory lane. 

Just a thought of the past, feels like I'm quivering in my own head. 

I'm not sad, everything's alright now, but the question doesn't get erased off my head. 

Do i deserve the life that I'm living right now? 

I'm happy but everytime I smile, you roll up in my mind, 

I can't look you in the eye, 

I can't smile when you are in my mind, 

Just a thought of yours kills me from inside. 

Just a thought from the past, makes me want to pause the thoughts running in my head.

You weren't happy here, you are better there. 

I can't find a reason to be happy, 

My happiness is filled with fear. 

My life changed after you. 

There is no life without you. 

You're life wasn't a happy one. 

But my life was happy because of you. 

I wish I was the one who took all the pain and tears. 

It feels harder this way. 

I miss you. 

I miss you so much that I am trying to push away your thoughts. 

I can never forget you, but everytime I recollect our memories, there is pain. 

Every thought of yours, 

I want to write. 

But it doesn't end until I cry. 

I miss you more than anything in the world. 

You're supposed to be here with me, 

Not in the gallery, 

Not on the walls of my home. 

Every moment of my day, 

Is connected to you. 

Every second of my life, 

I want to spend with you. 

Every breath I take, 

I want it to be for you. 

Everyday I live, 

I want to live with you. 

I love you titu ♡

I love you more than life.